It really can't be healthy to feel this tired all the time. I mean, come midday, I can barely function, I feel so tired. If I have a nap it only makes it 10 x worse! Although not formally diagnosed by a Doctor as suffering from Insomnia, I'm sure I have it. I can't just go to sleep and stay asleep. I wake up at least 4-5 times a night, I toss and turn all night and I can never get comfortable. My husband moans at me because I have to go to sleep with the TV on. It's just background noise for me to fall asleep to, because if I don't have anything and the room is silent, I can't fall asleep due to the damn ringing in my ears. Not so much ringing more of a constant low pitched buzz, it drives me insane! I know if I go to a Doctor they will blame everything on my weight. Yes I know I'm overweight and I've gone to the ends of the earth to try and shift it but it just doesn't come off! Maybe if I had the money to have my own personal trainer every day and a chef to cook me all my meals that might make a difference!
My "not smoking" lasted all of one day : (. I know I can do it, before the kittens died last month I hadn't smoked for well over 100 days and I felt so much better for it.
Does anyone know if your taste buds change as you get older? The reason why I ask is, on an average day I will drink anything up to 10 cups of tea a day. For the past week though, all cups of tea have been tasting like wet cardboard, vile. I've had to start drinking hot chocolate as I don't drink coffee but I miss my cups of tea : (
It's my eldest son's birthday tomorrow. John Samuel. He will be 14 year old. I can't believe how fast the time has flown by. When did I become old enough to have a 14 year old child? As I posted before he wants a morph suit, but because of our lack of funds at the moment, I've had to explain to him that although he might not get it on his birthday he will definitely get it by next week. I feel awful making him wait, but there isn't anything else that I can do. I'm sure he will have a lovely day all the same. I'm going to attempt to make him a birthday cake, and put to use some of the Cake Decorating Magazines I have been collecting.
Harley finishes school tomorrow. He's very excited about moving up into Year 1, but doesn't seem to comprehend the fact that he has to have 6 weeks off school first.
Signing off for now.
Fran x
It's my eldest son's birthday tomorrow. John Samuel. He will be 14 year old. I can't believe how fast the time has flown by. When did I become old enough to have a 14 year old child? As I posted before he wants a morph suit, but because of our lack of funds at the moment, I've had to explain to him that although he might not get it on his birthday he will definitely get it by next week. I feel awful making him wait, but there isn't anything else that I can do. I'm sure he will have a lovely day all the same. I'm going to attempt to make him a birthday cake, and put to use some of the Cake Decorating Magazines I have been collecting.
Harley finishes school tomorrow. He's very excited about moving up into Year 1, but doesn't seem to comprehend the fact that he has to have 6 weeks off school first.
Signing off for now.
Fran x
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